i’m so scared that one day you’re not going to be there. i’m so scared to lose you, terrified even, that i can’t see past that to anything else. and tonight you had me on your lap, my legs wrapped around your waist. and you nuzzled your face into my neck. we were both wearing blue shirts and with my forehead on your shoulder and your hands rubbing my back, i felt that i loved you. don’t for a second believe that you need me any more than i need you.
